Thursday, March 24, 2011

TGIT (Thank God It's Thursday)

I am truly thanking the Lord that it is Thursday. Since we are working four 10hr days this week, I will be off on Friday.  While that is great to have a short week and spend less on gas, it makes those days that much longer.  They are proposing moving to that schedule all the time to save money, and I see where that makes sense since we only work half days on Friday.  But, that would really make things hard for us in the mornings.  I would have to leave by 6:40 to get to work on time, which would leave me in a jam with my girls.  We do that in the summer, and it gets old in a hurry.  We may end up having to look at being bus riders in the mornings, and I know two little girls who WON'T like that!  Even that isn't a solution....I would still leave before the bus comes :(  Not sure what we'll do.

I am really ready to go home and spend an evening with my family.  One of the girls already has plans to spend the night with a friend, but I just need time to rest.  I have a TON of work to do at home (cleaning, laundry, etc.), but most of that will just have to wait until tomorrow.

I really think the Lord is pushing me out of my comfort zone.  I know that the best way to make God laugh is to make plans of what "I'M" going to do.  Right now, there is so much in my life that is turned upside (or so it feels).  He is the one consistent in my life, and I am so thankful for Him.  He is preparing my life for greater things to come....I keep reminding myself of that to fight the anxiety and fear of the unknowns.

I am preparing to go back to the oncologist in April.  Usually, that overwelms my thought process as the weeks close in on a visit, but I have not been so focused on it lately. Perhaps I have a been a bit preoccupied ;)  But, I am developing the typical anxiety I feel when I'm preparing to go.  I think that's ok though.  I don't ever want to become so complacent that I am not vigilant in this fight.  I do have some questions regarding these meds that I really don't like, so maybe we will get to address those. 

I have been fighting a sore throat, stuffy head, and ear aches this week.  It couldn't possibly have anything to do with the pollen that looks like a dust storm when the wind blows! lol  Hoping to sleep good tonight and get some new meds tomorrow for this!!!

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